Update from my Life

Hello to you :) I hope your week was as good as mine and you can sit in front of your computer or notebook now and say that you are happy. 

Because I finally am again.
If you read my update on Monday you will know that I have been missing something in my life lately and it was my creative side so I have been rediscovering it over the last week.
So far it has been an amazing journey and I can't wait for what's next. I have had so many great ideas already a lot of them including this blog and I can't wait for the people who read this blog to see them. 

Another thing that made me really happy this week was this:
All of you meet Charly :) I love him very much :D

I get overlky excited about things but buying this was liturally the best thing that happened to me this week. Mainly because I finally managed to save enough money to buy it and because now I can get rid of my old laptop because it basically just is a pile of electronic waste since it nothing works anymore :D

and I have been drawing like a champ this week which is another thing that made me really happy. I don't regret spending 40 € on crayons at all ( I got Faber Castell ones that's why they cost that much). 
Yes I'm a happy bunny this week and what's even better is the fact that I managed to figure out what was holding me back and fix it. 
Somehow solving something like this on my own always gives me a great feeling of satisfaction. 
I spend time with myself and came up with a solution and since then I feel amazing like a huge weight has been liftet of my shoulders and I enjoy my life again. 
Getting out of bed in the morning is not as hard anymore and I have been in a good mood all week. I'm hoping it goes on for a lot longer :)


I don't really know if this post was interesting... probably not :D But I just felt like sharing this :)

So here is what my creative mind has been producing during the week :)

I'm not done with this one yet, obviously :D But I'm kinda trying to have the dragon look through a whole in a brick wall. And there is ivx growign everywhere... maybe I'll show you as soon as I'm done although this kinda is more of a long shot :)

I just doodling and this is what came out of it. I'm not to happy with it yet so I'll keep working on that one :)

This was the first thing I drew this week and I'm actually quite happy with the way it turned out :)

x
J.

Real Beauty

Today it's all about beauty :) And first of all: I don't think that this is just a problem women have I think everybody knows the feeling of not being happy with the way they look. It's only human but I guess there has to be a line we shouldn't cross as to how unattractive we think we look. Because at some point it gets unhealthy and than we start loosing control and most of all self-confidence. And self-confidence is something that is so important. 
In my opinion if you don't have any self-awareness that is exactly would you emanate. And even if you are really pretty but think of yourself as someone who is ugly people will precieve your beauty a lot less.
It's a video I saw online that got me thinking about this. I know some might think now: she only ever blogs about videos on youtube, but I don't. At least I don't just post them to entertain you but because I actualy think that we can somehow learn something from them. Or that at least I did and that I wanted to share the thoughts I had with you, so maybe you guys might get something out of watching and reading this, too. 
So here it goes :

 I mean of course  I knew women are self-critical honestly who doesn't ? lol
What I didn't expect was for it to be that bad. Do we really think we look thaaat bad? I mean common none of these women really looked as unattractive as they made themselves look like. It was quite interesting to see how different the two sketches were. Not even the ones where the women got descirbed by strangers where acurate, but at least they got fairly close. 
So what this video proved to me is that we should not be that self-critical with ourselves or we don't even have to be, if you wanna go that far. We should enjoy what we have because others don't look at us through our eyes. They don't know that our mother told us we have the family nose (which might be a snub nose) and they don't care if we think that we have to many wrinkles around our mouth when we laugh. They don't see all the mistakes that we apparently have (according to ourselves).Every new person that we meet has her own way of seing us. 
So to all the women out there:
 Cheer up ladies we really do look pretty even when we can't see it for ourselves. So if someone tells you you are beautiful don't think about all the thinks that you don't like about yourself just thank them.
We should enjoy ourselves only than can we be truly beautiful. 


I mean I can only speek for myself now but I'm not always happy with the way I look. I have days on which I find myself staring at the mirror thinking: todays one of those days where you just shouldn't leave the house :) It happens. I don't like everything about myself, but since I can't change it why complain about it non stop and make myself feel miserable?


x
J.